Paranoia!

Okay, I feel like I've gone totally paranoid.

I find myself wondering if I might miscarry, again, nearly ever other minute of the day. I keep checking my boobs to make sure they still hurt and that symptom is still there (with my 1st m/c I lost the symptoms the same day I lost the baby).

Yesterday I was worried because I didn't feel very nauseous or as tired as usual. I thought it was a bad sign.

Everytime I go to the bathroom, I check my TP to make sure that there is no blood on it.

I hope that getting my 2nd betas tomorrow will help reassure me. I doubt it though.